My Soap Opera Lovelife: Mr. Doe-Eyed-Guy and Mr. Popular-Guy
by JaneBlue

First love.

In my case, I saw him at the school cafeteria, when I was still an unpopular freshman in high school. He was a sophomre. His hair was untidy, but what I really noticed was his brown, doe eyes. He approached me as I was about to eat lunch, telling me that a teacher needs my assistance on some paperwork and sent him to call me.

I was eager to go, even though I haven't eaten since morning and I was ready to devour my lunch. "Does Mrs. **** need me right away?" I asked.

"Maybe you should eat first," he said. "Anyway, she said it's okey if you'd see her in the late afternoon, as long as you see her today."

"Are you sure - ", he interrupted me. " - yeah, very sure. It's okey." He smiled. I smiled too.

We asked each other's names, and that was it.

We bumped into each other every once in a while and said "Hi", though we never really talked.

The next "encounter" was in the school grounds, just as a band was performing. I sang along as they played one of my favorite songs. I heard someone behind me also singing along. I looked at him - you guessed right - he's Mr. Doe-Eyed-Guy.

All of a sudden, I was in love. Yeah, it's crazy. Very crazy. It might have been the song. It might have been his voice. I don't know.

"Ngunit bakit...sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit ika'y lumalayo?...Puso'y laging nasasaktan 'pag may kasama kang iba...Hindi ba nila alam...na tayo'y nagsumpaan...na ako'y sa 'yo, at ika'y akin lamang...?"

I often see him playing the guitar, with his friends, sitting by the stairs. I was contented just to gaze at him as he gracefully strums his guitar.

That was over a year ago. Now he's a junior, and I'm a sophomore. And let me tell you the recent events.

The stars fell down one by one before me when I saw him with a girl - his girlfriend. I guess there are just some things unexplainable. Though science can find a reason for every phenomenon going on, it cannot dig deep into the human heart, the emotions. I guess it's better to shut up about my feelings for him, because I knew from the start that he doesn't feel anything for me, so it's better just to let him go. But I was wrong about that. I will explain later.

Then I met another junior, his friend, Mr. Popular-Guy, who has a big crush on me since I was a freshman (The whole school knows about it, and that's how I became popular.). It eventually evolved into love, and he's crazy over me.

I started to like Mr. Popular-Guy, and I am getting over Mr. Doe-Eyed-Guy. Well, who wouldn't? He's cute; the mere presence of him makes almost every girl in the cafeteria or the grounds flutter her eyes. Besides, he's also kind, and he's the shy type.

But just as our relationship gets better and better, then came again Mr. Doe-Eyed-Guy (He's just broken up with his girl.) into my life, admitting that he had loved me all the way, that he's still in love with me, and that he's jealous of Mr. Popular.

Ouch! That hurted even more than when I saw him with his girl. It hurted because we had the chance, but didn't take it. It haunts me.

I admit I'm still in love with him. But I think it would just be more complicated if I give him a chance. It hurts so much, but I'm better off with Mr. Popular-Guy, and I'm never gonna hurt him, so I'm not gonna tell Mr. Doe-Eyed-Guy about my feelings. It's better just to go with the flow. Maybe someday I would have the courage to fight for our love. But for now, I'd just leave things as they are.

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